Why do lovers love better
in Paris? Isn’t every city
a city of love when you’re in love?
I’m not. In love.
Instead I’m in Springfield,
in wool socks (in June),
in a Monday, in a malaise,
in the bathroom, yuck,
because I ate dairy.
My petty ailments occupy
too much space in my body
for it to be in love.
I refuse to wake up early
so anyone can watch my drool
glimmer in the early dawn light. No way.
I wake up early to confirm
that by three a.m.
all the couples
all across this love-struck city
have rolled away
from each other in the
catastrophe of sleep.
Their bodies are done
being puzzle pieces,
are just being puzzles again,
as my body has always been.