There is a horrendous roar outside my window
like that of a desperate train
squeaking against the rail to come to a stop.
To pick up the hopeless people for another day.
The friction sparks,
like the billboards yelling across the street
with light, fragments, frames by the second.
Squeak, roar, howl,
There is endless sound outside my window.
Voices over voices travel feverishly into my left ear.
And into my right ear,
The heater screams every frantic hour.
Release me.
Of the unpleasant world of sound.
Release me.
Of your foul composition,
and your ceaseless reminder
of my incompetence to cope with
you, sound, purposeless conversation,
gossip at lunch, and songs too fast for my hair cells to grasp.
Release me from your life,
Your life, the one standing by the light
from which a deep male voice repeats, “Wait,”
every half a minute
obnoxiously.
Release me from your wait,
I shall advance without the help of waves,
all alone.